Flufshy
She/they / minor / 🇱🇹
Art by ZiraZr
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Hi I'm Flufshy!
A Lithuanian self learning artist and animator! I originally started on youtube with animation memes! Im trying to push through right now, so art has been slow. Im also quite anxious but I love to talk and meet new people!My name can be either spelt as Fluf-shy or Fluf-she I don't mind! Or I also go by Fluf ^^
AGHHH I wanted to rewrite this for a while now since I really didnt like how I worded it at first FINALLY DID ITLet my wishes win and made the page plant themed even if it doesn't seem to fit me much :]
About me
Likes
- Video games!
Super into red dead redemption rn love it soooooo much 🥹 (both games!!) Also love Detroit become human so so much and the last of us! (Well ABOUT THAT... Lets say the second game was to much for me 💔)
last update: got SUUUPER into guitar hero and have the special guitar now! (its blue n purple hehe)- Shows/Movies!
I like Sweet tooth, now breaking bad is a fave and its hard to pick a fave movie lol, httyd is a childhood favorite tho...
also watched the dollars trilogy liked a lot! :] (you can guess why... lol)
But barely watch movies rn
I started watching House after being followed everywhere in my feed on every social lol (I havent finished ever since though)
EDIT: GOT BACK WITH WATCHING HOUSE AGAIN‼️ close to finishing aaaa- Music!
Music is life for me honestly im into so many types of songs, if I like it I like it :]
Into mostly psychobilly songs rn
(And still Kiltro!)- Art (maybe-)
I can't guarantee I enjoy art anymore :( I've been struggling a lot with it from motivation to fitting my needs. More pushing myself, dissatisfaction than enjoying it :((- deep thinking
I looooove philosophy, psychology... its just super interesting to me! I may overthink a lot of things or take them way to seriously (like maybe my thoughts are just common sense or just not that big for others lol) but still!- Extras
I love deer a lot, fave critter rn! Also sharks, canines, felines aswell... basically a lot of animals except bugs lol (just they started to genuinely make me really paranoid :( SORRY BUG LOVERS)
Im also super obsessed with the color combination of blue and purple!💙💜
I do admit my likes might shift with things that im into, like for e.g possible reason why I started to love green themes like these even more might be cuz of red dead...
More about me
A bunch of personal, messy info abt me lol. I want to be so specifc but also struggle explaining these things so i tried my best to not get too deep into it lolI as a person I am really anxious. I also overthink every detail and care way to much than I should.
I strive to be good, good as a person and good enough for others. Being good is complicated (and I don't wanna get even deeper, this would get too long lol. It's long enough).
Ofc I am in no way perfect but this need to basically be perfect really sets impossible requirements. Like overly caring about every single thing I do or even think, its a mess :')
I'm not saying I do this all the time, I can easily get defensive, lash out, but it will always be on my mind after. Otherwise the need to be good enough for others I guess comes from the fact I feel quite lonely right now and not like I'm fitting in, to be perceived well.
I had previously talked about honesty as well but it was so long and messy lol I fell like that can go into the whole being good circle, basically yes I am not perfect yet this need to be has to stop. I am trying my best to let myself just be me right now, will it ever work out? Maybe. And maybe only for the worse? I dunno.- I am also really sensitive which I guess could add to the fact why I wanna try to fit for people so bad, fear of getting hurt.- I'm unfortunately really slow paced, always lost and not knowing what to do and just a mess with all that, noticed people who don't care manage the easiest lol. Same goes with communication feels like all my words jumble up together.- And overall I'm a really "feeling", sentimental person. Everything works through emotions, feelings + memories.I easily grip onto things. (like mentioned ever memory has its specific feeling basically, talking abt the ones that make me happy!) So im often really attached and protective of said things, trying my best to not somehow change my view or ruin said memory/feeling to it. (like for e.g rewatching or replaying something and forgetting how that first impression felt or it being overpowered by some new bad memory).
But i do eventually reach this avoidance stage where i try my best to engage less and less with the stuff i love i dunno if its for the same reason (like completely avoiding enjoying the thing not just trying to secure it). Then the interest eventually dies down but that love for the thing is still somewhere deep down there and so I still like it!
I never got myself to try coming back yet so i dunno how that would go.- I've recently been diagnosed with anxiety and depression which is something being worked on in the momment right now. Hopefully things get better or at least easier!
Dni (do not interact)
Not that big on the whole dni thing, but pretty much if you're a decent respectful person and don't fall in the basic dni list (pedos, zoos, bigots... ya get the point) then its all good :]
Commissions
Still a work in progress! Wont rush on it because again not doing the best with art
Discord user: flufshy
Discord server
Socials
Game stuff/accounts